maddythoughts

Favourite Friday moments(thanks to Rachelle):
climbing on the roof
playing pool (I am so good!)
being groundhogs
panicking at guitar hero


Finally I've tasted what I love
-I'd forgotten how awesome it is to stay up late and come home early in the morning.
-My brain full of ideas and hope

I have goals now!
By August 31st ~ lifeguard, and my own album.


Edit: Kris fractured his sternum by hugging Jonathan. I suppose I should be sympathetic, but it is a really funny way to break your sternum. Hehehehe

So Close

I am about to crack. I wish I knew what I need so I could ask for it.

I am so close. I don't know if cracking is good or bad.
I don't think it matters.

I heard an idea: some people can have such a high density of insanity in them that they are able to function as a sane person on the surface, which makes them incredibly dangerous. For some reason, I can relate to this, but I don't know how.

So close..

The inside of my face looks like hamburger.

Listening to the Beatles is exactly like listening to a heartbeat or whales singing.

I need a creative outlet!
I need balance!
I need a group of regulars!
I need to talk!
I need something to talk about!
I need a cup of tea!
I need a job that I love!
I need to scream!
I need to focus!
I need to be present!
I need to stop lying!
I need to tell the truth!
I need to look beyond!
I need drive!
I need a reason