stupid.

For a week and a half I have:

had a feeling like my gut is twisted in a very odd position that is making my bladder much smaller.

slept way more than is humanly normal

been close but unable to cry

decided to become more aware of the nasty parts of our world

created a new word: fwoppy (the way you feel when you've slept too much)

stopped using youtube. completely. no youtube. no no no no no

decided that I don't like putting myself in situations where I can be rejected.

thought longingly of warm sunny climates.


STUPID SNOW. STUPID UNIVERSITY AUDITIONS & INTERVIEWS. STUPID NOT DOING ANYTHING. STUPID JOB SEARCHING. STUPID ME. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID.


ps. does anyone else have it where when they don't have much to do, they just lay there going over every embarressing thing they have ever done? I have done many many many many embarressing things.

International Development Interview

"Madeleine, talk about everything you are passionate about for half an hour."

If they'd told me that before my interview, I wouldn't have been so nervous.

Here's to hoping they found me charming and knowledgeable.
Baaaaaah! I must get in, I must!!!

#4

Right, well no one else seems to be taking an active interest in Rachel's creative thingy a week thing (cough cough.. Rachel), so I am going to continue it, even if it's just me doing it. This week is another quote, this time from Shakespeare.


How sweet the moonlight sleeps upon this bank!
Here we will sit and let the sounds of music
Creep in our ears; soft stillness and the night
Become the touches of sweet harmony.