föstudagur, mars 14, 2008

stupid.

For a week and a half I have:

had a feeling like my gut is twisted in a very odd position that is making my bladder much smaller.

slept way more than is humanly normal

been close but unable to cry

decided to become more aware of the nasty parts of our world

created a new word: fwoppy (the way you feel when you've slept too much)

stopped using youtube. completely. no youtube. no no no no no

decided that I don't like putting myself in situations where I can be rejected.

thought longingly of warm sunny climates.


STUPID SNOW. STUPID UNIVERSITY AUDITIONS & INTERVIEWS. STUPID NOT DOING ANYTHING. STUPID JOB SEARCHING. STUPID ME. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID.


ps. does anyone else have it where when they don't have much to do, they just lay there going over every embarressing thing they have ever done? I have done many many many many embarressing things.

11 ummæli:

Abram sagði...

no not when your doing nothing, just randomly at random times in the day, then your like awg!! just for a moment then try to sink it back into the merky goo.

Nafnlaus sagði...

Some words just have a certain feeling to them. I have no doubt that "fwoppy" means something. But not what you say it means. It just doesn't feel right. Maybe some day you'll be sitting there and you'll suddenly realize just what "fwoppy" means. Maybe that's enlightenment.
And the hell is the language your blog is set to?

Rachel sagði...

Icelandic!
yes?

Madeleine sagði...

how did you know?

dried sagði...

sigur ros told her.
change it to hopelandic

Madeleine sagði...

what the heck is hopelandic?

Madeleine sagði...

oh yeah in response to fwoppy -- the word works when you try to say "Wow I am really floppy." but are too tired and it comes out fwoppy.

(kirstyn) sagði...

It's the yucky weather blues. Spring is coming though. Hold onto that will all you have!

Also, I've done that embarrassing thinking thing... But also, I think that people without embarrassing moments are likely to be less interesting and fun to be around :) so there

dried sagði...

hopelandic is sigur ros' language

...improvised icelandic basically

Rachel sagði...

yo. where have you gone?

Madeleine sagði...

me? well to be honest absolutely nothing has happened to me in the past month because i am a lazy bottom. so i haven't had anything to write about. i think that will change soon. :D